The Return to Wonder - Chapter 300


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So many mysteries by which you are so easily distracted.

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It is a change of heart in the most aware sense.

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Those who worry about how others see them
Dress up or down to the many judgments

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Our ancestors worked so hard for this?

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It is whatever you imagine.
It is not anything you imagine.

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Absurdity beyond wordity.

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To love thy Self, one must be completely true through and through.

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Vanity’s upsweep.

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Fashionably plain.

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Who has time for anything?

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In anonymity, absolute freedom.

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Others generally prefer your good intentions.

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Mirages keep you going long after their meaning is gone.

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Another drama for which you have little if any need or want.

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Whatever passion you choose to play out,
It must all be streaming seamlessly
In the right now of awareness.

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All value is arbitrary agreement.

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At some point, what in god’s name is there to even think about?

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Forget you even exist.

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Nothing to be,
Nothing to see,
Nothing to do.
Such bliss.

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How many stories can any one mind imbibe and retain?

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So much, so badly spent.

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It becomes clearer by the day.

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Somebody had to play your little part,
And like it or not, it turned out to be you.

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What’s not to love once you discern it is all you.

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Where time ends, how can you not be anything but everything?

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You surely know your little role well enough
To forget playing it at least once and awhile.

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The new and improved Black Friday.
Got up earlier than any worm,
And still you were late.

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When the drop returns to the sea, what part of infinity is it not?

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May as well be the first time,
Given that every single moment
Is for all practical purposes,
Brand-spanking new.

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More meme yap.

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The mind is samsara.

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Dogma does not equal truth.

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You are as young
As the day you were born.
No matter the body’s state of being,
Eternal life is forever now.

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Equanimity is a quality one must alone discern.

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Any argument over attributes is a sure road to dogma.

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Can any thing make you truly happy for long?

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The endless dreaming
Inspired by human imagination
Lays waste to this magical garden’s womb
From which all dreams are born.

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Still trying to convince your Self, eh?

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You dabbler, you.

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I am.
I am not.
Who’s saying?

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Imagination is the limit.

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Where in the grand ether can time and space really exist as more than a dream?

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A vain species whose nature
Is prone to havoc and destruction
For any given rationalization.

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It was written by Lao Tzu:
Nothing is done,
And nothing is left undone.
What did he really mean by that, anyway?

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The awareness to which imagination subscribes.

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No need to go to any great depth to see it is all nothing.

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Is there anything more inane than obligatory giving?
Let guilty conscience be someone else’s problem.

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Another pointless exercise in flag-waving vanity.

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We are all students, we are all teachers.

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You think these words mean anything at all?
I am talking to my Self, and you the same.

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It’s been real, whatever that is.

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Monkey see, monkey do.

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You are the rabbit hole.

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We can’t all be rock stars.

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High-functioning narcissism.

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Traveled a long way to get nowhere.

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Never cross between a shopper and seller,
Unless you have a tollbooth soundly secured.

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What is the mind that no longer seeks to consume?

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Truth is not necessarily practical in the day-to-day mundane.

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More than a few folks a-watching the unfolding show in immeasurable ways.

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Leading humankind out of its desert wander
Is about as fruitless a job description
As any I Am could imagine.

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Peace is peace, whatever the context.

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You are that which is godness,
Witnessing an individual dream of creation,
As are all the immeasurable eyes
That are, have ever been,
And will ever be.

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You are, indeed, marvelous.

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Yet another story.
Ho-hum.

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You suffer for your mind.

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A full breath clears the mind.

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Every single moment forever spent long before you even begin to know it.

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Just making it up as the given day unfolds.

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Charity begins at home, wherever that may be.

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Deep hunger is sated with a full belly and an empty mind.

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Seems that no space on this planet shall be unfilled by conscious design.

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Such a different world plying the horizon.
Ready or not, it is a-coming.
Pity the future.

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Yield to your true nature.

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What is?
What is not?
Both non-questions
In the vast realm of wonder.

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It has always been this, nothing more, nothing less, nothing but.

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Drift alone amid the myriad forms.

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A demon is usually chattering away in someone’s all too welcoming ear.

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How inexplicable you are in that which is not.

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Verily, the truth has always been the singularity within.

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Dive into the vast aloneness that seers and mystics call home.

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Goodnight Master Sol, until the dreamtime of your morrow yet again rises.

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Perhaps it happened to you because weren't paying attention.

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The difference between black and white
Is a mind ever-inclined to abide
In a world of attributes.

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Ponder the conclusion to the game
Which has never really been
More than played.

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A state without peer.

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A joyride in hell.

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Same lack of difference.

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Let go of everything.
Be formless in consciousness
As you truly are prior to consciousness.

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About that which you no longer give a hoot,
There is much to be said and less to be done.

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Let political correctness be someone else's problem.

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If there is an intermediary, a middleman involved,
Then it is more than likely some lying, cheating, and stealing,
And maybe even something much more nefarious,
Is going on in the somewhere, somehow.

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No man is greater than a bullet, unless it is coming from his gun.

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What tranquility can there be without contentment?

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Are we talking self-respect?  Or Self-respect?

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Of the myriad distractions mortality offers, sexuality is perhaps the most intoxicating.

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Do not blame the object for your desire.

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Suffering is the choice of ignorance; pleasure-seeking is not the remedy.

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Catch your Self if you can.

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Benign indifference.

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You only thought it happened.

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At Soul reality, to what is there to attach?

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Pure, unadulterated, immaculate awareness.
That is all it is, has ever been, will ever be.

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How vain all thoughts inspired by dualistic notion.

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Forget that you were ever born and that you will ever die.

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The mind's vanity can be boon or bust to those questing truth.

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The difference between any two points is infinitely infinitesimal.

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Every awakening is the first and last

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I am to you as you are to me.

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Coo-coo for naught.

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Go formless.

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Discern the wonder.

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What will be will be.
No point in worrying.

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Die within.
Melt back into the ground.

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All cultures eventually die hard.

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And in the morning light,
The promise of yet another day
Of pleasure and pain, of mortal repast.

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To want nothing, what is that about?

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Time gives weight to the wisdom of sages.

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Whatever happens, attend fully the given moment.

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Why be satisfied with anything less than pure, eternal, immortal awareness?

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Skin color is no indicator of intelligence; every mind is a universe unto its Self.

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In the dreams of those immersed in totality,
It does not matter what any other thinks.

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What to say to those who have spent so much of their time not looking for themselves.

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Except in the dreams of imagination, there has never been an individual soul.

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What you fear most, what you desire most, is what you have in imagination created.

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Are you this pretending That, or That pretending this?

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The freedom of being is in the seamlessness of each and every moment.


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The Return to Wonder
Field Notes from the Unknown
© Michael J. Holshouser 2009
World Rights Reserved

The Return to Wonder - Chapter 299


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Humankind must discern its origin of its own accord.
No matter that you see you are its source,
The manifest theater will play out
Of its own free will.

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So many things given so much weight, hat in reality have had none from day one.

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Arguments between dogmas is like watching poodles pee on each other.

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Who is your best friend, your greatest lover, but the essence you truly are.

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The ephemeral is, without bounds.

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Rapture is being truly naught.

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What irony that so many pay so much
To advertise so many chosen brands,
Whether quality sustains them or not.

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If it is your calling, yours will end up a life undying.

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You are slowly awakening from a very deep hypnotic trance.

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Conscious breathing helps keep the passionate mind on an even keel.

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Addicted to pleasure, addicted to pain, what difference, really?

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The sensory dreaming draws you back in day after day.
Hypnotic, mesmerizing, enticing, binding,
Imagination’s weaving is.

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Acute observation dissolves the observer.
It is imagination that exists, not you.

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Possession is nine tenths of nothing.

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This dream hath no parallel.

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Fate is as fate does.

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How in god’s name did some genetic lines get so far being so witless?

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A GPS unit cannot get you home, sorry.

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Yet another anthropological field day underway.

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The reality of these meat machines comes to light in any toilet.

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Consumption’s equable adversaries are happiness and contentment.

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Shivahood is a role to which many are called, but few are chosen.

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Any belief about truth
Pales in the light of experiencing truth.
That which is truth is neither attached to, nor bound by,
Any thought concocted by any mind.

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And what do you take from, and what do you give to
This measureless universe, this dreamtime world
Perceived in the reflections of imagination?

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History is written upon the untold tales of many a harsh fate.

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How can the observer not be the observed?
The false identity born of imagination
Is the creator of all duplicity.

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What is not recognized is not remembered.

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Such a robust manifest stage
Upon which all things great and small
Equally rise, struggle and fall.

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In the annals of time,
Many so-called advances
Often become either barbaric
Or patently absurd.

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Do not think about it so much, just do it.

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When a need is not present,
Disengage the problem-solving mind,
Before it begins to generate the unsolvable kind.

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You have never really, truly existed
Except in imagination’s endless concoctions.
Awareness is all you really are, have ever been, will ever be.

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So many speak so surely of so many things that can never be more than known.

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In that which is mortally immortal,
You are as imperfectly perfect,
And as fallibly infallible
As the creation around you.

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Why not go mad? Surely, you are alone enough to give it a whirl.

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Within eternity’s grace, creation brews.

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Smoke and mirrors, mirror of smoke.

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Be ye follower? Or conscious witness?

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I got mine.
Now, sally forth, Brave Soul,
And discern your own.

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The rules of any game are all arbitrary concoctions.

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Scarcity makes for many adversaries.

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Every individual drop formed of the mystery’s nectar
Experiences a unique universe woven of its given nature and nurture,
And whatever blend of foolishness and wisdom it inspires.

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As much as there is to know, there is so much more
That will never be vaguely imagined,
Much less known.

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Another of God’s many afterthoughts.

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Ye gods, the things we must do to appease one another’s vanity.

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You and godness
Are very much present
In the same ephemeral nowness,
The same singularity.

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Mediocrity will out.

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This is your life.
To what end?

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Worry, dread, fear, re the mind-killers rhat bind you in time.

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All faces blend into one.

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Just another avenue for mischief of one sort or another.

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The immeasurable nature of infinity is beyond the bounds of imagination.

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Through me, conscious witness,
All things are created, preserved and destroyed.
Nothing is forever, whatever that is.

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You are truly as young as the day you were born.
The only challenge to discern it clearly
In this imaginary universe,
This sensory play,
So difficult to disregard.

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Humankind surely has much greater potential
Than the low bar to which mediocrity aspires.

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Contentment is like wisdom.
It must be discerned the same way
A sword is thrust into the flame many times
Before it acquires its true edge.

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To really, really, really not care, what is that, anyway?

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Change is truth.
Change is not truth.

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And what to do
When you truly discern
It is all just imagination inspired
By the mind and senses?

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Enough of this bother.
Have you not suffered enough,
And for what, really, but absolutely nothing?

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Is it too much to ask for leadership
That is intelligent, just, equitable, rational, intuitive,
Steadfast, egalitarian, and reasonable?

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The mantra for this day: I do not care, I do not care, I do not care …

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As infinitely, profoundly immortal as you truly are within,
Locked within this time-bound, worldly vessel,
You are bound by its mortal limits.
Bon voyage, matey.

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Where’s the “off” switch to this holodeck, anyway?

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Just playing along with the unfolding show,
Knowing it no more than a dream,
Touchy-feely as it may be.

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Truth is drawn out of those who have the courage and insight to doubt.

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To suffer the vanities of ignorance
And its predictable corruptions
Is, indeed, challenging fare.

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A momentary, experiential state that transcends all notions.

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Not many can achieve that for which they are ill-suited.

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Whether to seek purification of a body
Permeated with filth and decay
And a host of organisms,
Is but a temporary, mortal dilemma.

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Promotion of one idealistic delusion or another
Requires far more determination and vexation
Than the earnest candor of resolute cynicism.

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Pain is one of the greater teachers in this manifest theater.

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A very authentic state of awareness
That all have equal opportunity to realize
If the eternal calling arises from within.

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Still exploring the dream, are we?

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A vast array of forms, all wandering the quantum mist of imagination’s rainbow.

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You have resisted enough; it is time to surrender.

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Fishing for fisherfolk.

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Across your universe, you travel the time and space born of imagination.

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Strange how faces so often seem to reflect the personality within.

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Do you even begin to realize
The full meaning of all you are
Reading, hearing, or articulating?
It is a lotus, unfolding in time.

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A partiality for seeing it as it is
Is the hallmark of the sincere skeptic,
Often called a cynic by those less perceptive.

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The god mind is the flowering of your genetic lineage.

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There is only physical security up to a certain point.
No body can avoid its inevitable demise.
But you, you are immortal.
You are, have always been, will ever be.

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There is really no training manual on parenting,
Only the models in your family and village,
And a strong sense of trial and error.

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It is all you.
That’s it.
Stand alone, free.

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The corporeal container
Is but a temporary means
To witness a flowing theater,
Full to the brim with distraction
To one inescapable end or another,
All played out within an eternal infinity
That discerns neither beginning nor end.

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There is much to do, or not to do,
And much less time to do, or not do it,
Than there was in that imaginary yesterday,
Or will be in that imagined tomorrow.

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Napoleon’s cannons upon the enraged Paris mob is nothing new to the surging swarm.

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Work through your demons
Until you realize everything you think is imagined,
And you need not continue harboring
The unending absurdities
Born of delusion.

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What a challenge for parochial minds across the world
To hold their own against the relativity of a universal view.

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Freedom within bounds is not freedom.

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Having neither need nor desire
To be the center of anyone’s attention,
One simply plays the Cheshire Cat,
Here and there with just a smile.

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What is it all about?
Who is it who knows?
And who is it who cares?

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You are whatever you are, whatever you want to call it, or not.

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Such is the nature of peace and serenity that you cannot imagine it.

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And the given mind did evoke light and sound, and all things from great to small.

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Pure awareness, the nectar of bliss.

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What a mystery Eden; a shame we did not treat it with much more respect.

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That moment will come soon enough, no point endlessly worrying about it.

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Breathe in, breath out, eternal life, now.

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Do not call it anything, just be alone in the awareness prior to consciousness.

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Allow the clear sky back into your mind.

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From whence do avalanches begin?

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Happy Birthday, Son of Santa Claus.

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You are herein free of all and none.

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Any discerning drop knows its source.

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The challenge is to forget it all,
And be the you that you truly are,
Have ever been, will ever be.

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So many assumptions
To which we all subscribe in so many ways.
To what end the only question.

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You do not really believe
Your little up-close-and-take-it-personal part
Is ultimately real, do you?

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Nobody can ever really see you until they see themselves as you do your Self.

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You are not required to participate in any way but your own: You are your own law.


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The Return to Wonder
Field Notes from the Unknown
© Michael J. Holshouser 2009
World Rights Reserved