Chapter 178 - The Stillness Before Time (Compendium)

CLXXVIII

Before we can create viable solutions,
We must discern and face the enormity of the problems,
And our very prominent role in their creation.

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Consciousness
Is as fleeting as steam
Rising from a hot cup of coffee.

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Wanting to be valued for a body,
A mind, or an outlook that cannot last
Is like treading through quicksand.

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Who is a stranger to suffering?
The challenge is not blaming others
For the sorrow to which you have colluded.

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Humanity has never dealt well with its morality.

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If that’s what you want to believe…

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What is civilized life
But a mound of parasitic forces
Playing off each other’s many delusions?

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If you are too engrossed with the details, you miss the big picture.
Too caught up in the big picture, you stumble over the details.
Strike a balance.

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Lump it in whatever categories you will,
Consciousness is consciousness
No matter the subscription.

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Trying to be, trying not to be,
It is the effort in either
Which creates the suffering.

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When you say, play and do whatever the audience desires,
It’s easy to become attached to the applause,
And disabled by the hecklers.

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It is attachment that makes you so rigid.

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The obvious is rarely obvious to all.

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Awareness disentangles the knots of thought’s creations.

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Does desire toy with you?
Or you with it?

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Your predispositions find their mirrors.

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The one-pointed nature is as free as it gets.

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Regarding the inevitability of physical death,
You will cross that bridge soon enough.

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You are the beginning and end of time.

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The limits of godness are created and defined solely by you.

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The mystery’s greatness
Is cast of your eternal reflection.
Light streams from the mind’s awareness,
Giving birth to sun, moon and stars
And all the myriad forms.

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Time is a dream.
It has no reality but through
The a priori nature of consciousness.

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Though the source of all, the infinite nature
Is just another ephemeral piece of imagination.

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It doesn’t matter whether you like them or not.

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What can change but change itself?

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Why should it make sense?

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What is any dream but the eternal dust
Playing in a sandbox of it’s own making?

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Dispense with all regrets.

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No matter the mask, costume or pretense donned,
All are you.

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These writings are not in the least bit complicated
Once the key to one is discerned the same for all.

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The many attributes of the flesh
Cannot sate true desire for long.

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Flowery bouquet that you may be now,
A crumbling skeleton you will one day be.

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What will we do when the forests are all paper?

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Perfectionists can make it tough on themselves,
And everyone who chances into their dour path.

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We are all going to die.
How miserably is the question.

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Just another pathologically corrupt dream,
As so many seem to be.

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Light is as light does.

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Has it ever become clearly apparent
Why you have never, can never,
Will never see your own face?

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So many things we disagree with
That we go along with anyway.

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You will only be as free as you desire allows.

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You have allowed ignorance and delusion
To lead you down a path of destruction
Even a fool would not dream of treading.

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Throughout Eden’s garden,
Ignorance inevitably succumbs
To its own conscious death.

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Yours to witness at most

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Thou art godness in the way no words can tell.

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How die you that was never born?

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Your dream is whatever you know it to be.

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Discard the life that was never yours
In any way thought inspires.

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Are you sorry you did it,
Or just sorry you got caught?

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The peace of eternity
Requires no reconciliation
Of an individual nature.

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How many ways there are to torture oneself
For what we think we are and are not.

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Growth, growth, growth.
What is it we actually think
We are growing into?

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How large must a stack of gold be
Before you see it is just a pile of sand?

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Corporations are inert husks
Filled with teaming life making decisions
That create and destroy with synergistic indifference.

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If you identify with time, you will be caught in it
In whatever way your free-running will takes you.

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The challenge is learning to ignore the garbage
So many toss upon themselves, others and you.

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Do you truly suffer, or
Is it merely imagination’s,
And its correlated attachment
To the body temporarily inhabits.

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Lots of upset, angry people,
But not about the same things.

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Grace awakens within those who allow it.

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People do what their vanity abides.

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Parasites and critics have a lot in common.

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Change yourself before asking it of the world.

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Feeling ordinary is a very good thing.

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Change the course of a river however you will,
It still must eventually return to the sea.

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What lies out past infinity?

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Look past your penis
At what that beautiful woman
Will be looking like fifty years hence.

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What is this attachment to the word, love?

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Not interested in the limelight, sorry.

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Irony has a way of making almost anything humorous.

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So, in other words,
Freedom of speech for you,
But not for them.

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What bitterness this thing called love can harvest.

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We’re all disturbed about one thing or another.

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Madness abides any given label.

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They say the good die young.
Hopefully, god will grant a little time off
For those token moments of moderate behavior.

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A truth for all.

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Four-letter word for organized religion: bunk.

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Who and what is not the truth, the life, and the way?

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What will you do when all your gods,
When all your idolatry has failed you?

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Death is just returning to the womb of totality.

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Turn away from all that is known
Into that which is unknown.

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What a phenomenal thing to exist.

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The challenge is learning to ignore the garbage
The others put upon themselves, others and you.

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Do you really suffer,
Or is it merely imagination
And the correlated attachments
To the body it temporarily inhabits?

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Doesn’t matter whether it’s well-written or not.
What counts is whether you grasp the intent.

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Is there anything more boorish than false pride?

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Is god so vain as to attempt
To experience every possibility?

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The pie is cut,
The niches are full,
And ‘No Trespassing’ signs
Are posted at every imagined border.
Where to go from here?

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Love measured is not love at all.

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Anything can be skewed by misinterpretation.

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One returns to absoluteness
Because it is the only state of mind
Immune from the pain of consciousness.

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Is humanity capable of controlling its numbers,
Or will Mother Nature intercede in ways
We would rather not experience?

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Is any thought ultimately real?

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You are the stage upon which your universe is built.

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Why are you still dragging around
So many things that no longer matter?

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So fascinating the countless ways
Human beings have found to worship
The mystery in which we all reside.
The challenge is realizing none
Is more important than any other.

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No matter how surrounded you are
By the artificial creations of the mind,
It is really all still completely natural.

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Good breathing reconciles all disorder.

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Why so much denial
Of the grand indifference
Of this mysterious oneness?

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Interest fans the flames of capability.

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Why keep adding to the bother?

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Another inconsolable life.

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How can hair and nails be so endlessly fascinating.

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Jesus was not a white, apple pie, flag-waver.

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The most effective way to destroy an idea
Is to usurp the message with doublespeak.

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Who is not disturbed to some degree
By the consciousness in which they abide?

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Such a tentative, precarious breath
On which this mortal dream depends.

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How tenacious any given perspective.

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Delusion is the stream’s impetus.

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To clap with one hand is no different
Than clapping with three or more.

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What was is no longer,
And what is now, will, too,
Someday no longer be.

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There is no escape from space-time,
But through the sovereignty of death.

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There’s no finding what isn’t there to find.

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The essence of maybe.

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The type of person for whom enough will never be.

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So much time wasted arguing stupid things.


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The Stillness Before Time (Compendium)
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